Goal setting has to be more important than skin care right now, or rather, skin care has to be budgeted, because I budget time now and I budget my money, like a bad b. Because I said to myself I need to be successful, I need to be financially free and I could be worse off but I’m not, so I might as well meet … Continue reading Note to self
Sometimes I feel alone, like now at 6.26am. And I’m not used to feeling alone anymore, not like I used to. I used to love being alone, partially because in being alone, the different versions of me used to creep out and I used to welcome them, all different sides of me. With content and non judgment. Now I judge, I’m slightly harsher, do I … Continue reading all of me
i feel so deeply hurt like i’m cut from the inside i know i need help, i know i need help. i want to pour out this pain, i want to show people who dare to explore my work my pain, my loneliness, my mind space. this is the process. Continue reading process
I found Jesus yesterday and I feel an inner calm, I still need to sleep better, I still need to clean up all the mess, Because I feel like I just come back home. No money in my account yet, but theres love in my heart, I feel like nothing really is ever more important than God. And through God anything is possible. Continue reading Remembering
Waffles in bed. 2 waffles and me equals a shit sandwich. Haven’t left my room in a couple days now, haven’t left my house either. This is limbo. I sleep with motivational videos and law of attraction videos and ‘the power of believing’ videos and I read, I read a lot, and I write affirmations upon affirmations and not that I’m asking you to speed … Continue reading Want a waffle?
I entered the world of photography in a state of fascination, quiet discontent and rebellion. Love and frustration, intent on making my mark, not as someone with the best tools but as someone with an idea worth sharing an idea that only lived in my head. I gained attention for my ideas. I was swept up. I had unlocked another level of my life, I … Continue reading The photographer’s sauce
If I do this often enough I might see a patten, right? This is me taking myself and my interests more seriously. I think through documenting what I like, want to do, aspire to, thoughts, feelings and reflections, I’ll begin to understand myself a bit better. My interests update: Photography archives – photography with a strong sense of purpose, aroused from a deep understand or … Continue reading Current interests as of 15th October 2018