Note to self

Goal setting has to be more important than skin care right now, or rather, skin care has to be budgeted, because I budget time now and I budget my money, like a bad b. Because I said to myself I need to be successful, I need to be financially free and I could be worse off but I’m not, so I might as well meet … Continue reading Note to self

Wildflower

A new season approaches where my mind space and its inner workings grow tired of being neglected and filled with regrets, I am a wild flower and rather than to control that, it’s time to accept that who I am is bigger than me. Like a wild flower; she spent her days, allowing herself to grow, not many knew of her struggle, but eventually all; knew of her … Continue reading Wildflower

all of me

Sometimes I feel alone, like now at 6.26am. And I’m not used to feeling alone anymore, not like I used to. I used to love being alone, partially because in being alone, the different versions of me used to creep out and I used to welcome them, all different sides of me. With content and non judgment. Now I judge, I’m slightly harsher, do I … Continue reading all of me

process

i feel so deeply hurt like i’m cut from the inside i know i need help, i know i need help. i want to pour out this pain, i want to show people who dare to explore my work my pain, my loneliness, my mind space. this is the process. Continue reading process

Remembering

  I found Jesus yesterday and I feel an inner calm, I still need to sleep better, I still need to clean up all the mess, Because I feel like I just come back home. No money in my account yet, but theres love in my heart, I feel like nothing really is ever more important than God. And through God anything is possible. Continue reading Remembering