Working out turned spiritual enlightenment?

*inserts deep meaningful quote about running being life here*  “In the race of life, you need self confidence, courage and faith in your abilities to win the race.” What is going to keep me consistent when it comes to waking up relatively early, in the cold, in winter, sleep deprived to the gym where I will further push the limits of my mortal body? I’ve set … Continue reading Working out turned spiritual enlightenment?

Note to self

Goal setting has to be more important than skin care right now, or rather, skin care has to be budgeted, because I budget time now and I budget my money, like a bad b. Because I said to myself I need to be successful, I need to be financially free and I could be worse off but I’m not, so I might as well meet … Continue reading Note to self

Wildflower

A new season approaches where my mind space and its inner workings grow tired of being neglected and filled with regrets, I am a wild flower and rather than to control that, it’s time to accept that who I am is bigger than me. Like a wild flower; she spent her days, allowing herself to grow, not many knew of her struggle, but eventually all; knew of her … Continue reading Wildflower

all of me

Sometimes I feel alone, like now at 6.26am. And I’m not used to feeling alone anymore, not like I used to. I used to love being alone, partially because in being alone, the different versions of me used to creep out and I used to welcome them, all different sides of me. With content and non judgment. Now I judge, I’m slightly harsher, do I … Continue reading all of me